Wasted

so many hours wasted
clocks yet to be mended
stuck in endless time
ticking in morbid chime
how much more to count?

so many seasons wasted
the summer sun drifted
rain splashed the air
winter left nature bare
how much more to feel?

so many visions wasted
dreams that never lasted
plans to reach up high
too fantastic to buy
how much more to see?

so many emotions wasted
laughter remains dreaded
distress wins the game
anger bursts into flame
how much more to show?

so many memories wasted
photos torn and wounded
capturing the moments
recalling their absence
how much more to create?

so many lives wasted
fights yet to be battled
survival is the only aim
no one taking the blame
how many more to be born?


2:34am 21st july'10

save me from myself

save me from myself
my cruel and cold mind
a path lost and unfound
an empty space squealing

save me from myself
my pretty visions vanish
a waiting answered brutally
a solace crying in agony

save me from myself
my anguish and defeat
a fight with the truth
a shattered glass crushed

save me from myself
my world broken and dead
a time hollow and myriad
a sad spirit gone astray

save me from myself
my pitiful and weak fate
an aimless fancy for hope
a forgotten soul struggles


3:05am 18th July'10

life is easy

life is an easy game
a simple trick to fame
weak promises to make
stronger when broken

life is an easy story
mended with fake glory
false visions they show
tougher when shattered

life is an easy play
actors sway in array
silent as the verses
piercing when real

life is an easy lie
a scream asking 'why'
truth not yet said
agonizing when solved

life is an easy path
overlaid with wrath
walking the distance
smashed when built



12pm 10th July'10

Reality

I lie awake, dreaming
reaching out for neverland
touching the untouchables
thinking the impossibles
feeling the rhythm within

I fly away, falling
glancing at contentment
holding onto the moment
smiling at the memories
breathing all the verve

I aim high, failing
leaving the weaknesses
stretching out far away
counting the instances
blinking at the reverie

I see far, blinding
looking for the calmness
weeping beside the crowd
gazing out at the stars
cornering my silent self


27th June'10 8:53pm

the voice

I am the voice of the past
a malady, screaming in aghast

I am the voice of the dark
a radiance, dimming the spark

I am the voice of the silence
a turmoil, hiding the absence

I am the voice of the hope
a failure, hard to grope

I am the voice of the light
a shade, in the distant sight

I am the voice of the pain
a delight, cheering the vain

I am the voice of the weak
a muscle, flexing as I speak

I am the voice of the smile
a whimper, tasting the vile

I am the voice of the shadow
a crystal, veiling the hollow



19th June'10 3:35 am

I'll never think

I'll never think of love
still far away from the above
fallen very deep,lost its way
silent to the world, there it lay

I'll never think of pain
life can't be the same again
away from the mass, the corner
waiting for the dark, the sooner

I'll never think of light
blinding my path yet so bright
weak with each beam, the shade
as time pass by and gone, I fade

I'll never think of you
the one I wonder I never knew
hidden away and broken, the end
will rise never again, I pretend

I'll never think of me
never knew how that would be
moments all aimless, gone astray
still hanging there, in replay



26th April'10 9:40 am

depart

shriveling leaves and dry air
a thin and weak brown layer
fading with the passing time
a respect earned in sublime

a frail agony for despair
moments of solace somewhere
gazing at the distant light
piercing through the dim night

the latent vigor hidden deep
a silent sob they all weep
their crazy shriek soundless
covered in a ragged dress

a wishing prayer of pleasure
beyond something to measure
with feeble clasped hands
they wash away with the sands



10th April'10 2 am