Wasted

so many hours wasted
clocks yet to be mended
stuck in endless time
ticking in morbid chime
how much more to count?

so many seasons wasted
the summer sun drifted
rain splashed the air
winter left nature bare
how much more to feel?

so many visions wasted
dreams that never lasted
plans to reach up high
too fantastic to buy
how much more to see?

so many emotions wasted
laughter remains dreaded
distress wins the game
anger bursts into flame
how much more to show?

so many memories wasted
photos torn and wounded
capturing the moments
recalling their absence
how much more to create?

so many lives wasted
fights yet to be battled
survival is the only aim
no one taking the blame
how many more to be born?


2:34am 21st july'10

save me from myself

save me from myself
my cruel and cold mind
a path lost and unfound
an empty space squealing

save me from myself
my pretty visions vanish
a waiting answered brutally
a solace crying in agony

save me from myself
my anguish and defeat
a fight with the truth
a shattered glass crushed

save me from myself
my world broken and dead
a time hollow and myriad
a sad spirit gone astray

save me from myself
my pitiful and weak fate
an aimless fancy for hope
a forgotten soul struggles


3:05am 18th July'10

life is easy

life is an easy game
a simple trick to fame
weak promises to make
stronger when broken

life is an easy story
mended with fake glory
false visions they show
tougher when shattered

life is an easy play
actors sway in array
silent as the verses
piercing when real

life is an easy lie
a scream asking 'why'
truth not yet said
agonizing when solved

life is an easy path
overlaid with wrath
walking the distance
smashed when built



12pm 10th July'10